I can’t believe I haven’t been on here in so long! Chuck came home for two weeks. We had a amazing time. I got so lucky because then we flew to Alaska with him. I never imagined we would get to spend an entire month together. We got to be together for our one year anniversary and my birthday. It was all perfect!! I’m still here && I don’t want to leave. ): I still have 4 more days here and I plan on enjoying every second of it!
I hope August gets here fast. I really need my man here!
I wish this moment was now. Picking him up from the air port finally being back in his arms. This was after three months of being apart with letters being our only way to communicate while he was at ranger school. I just want him here now. Everything will be perfect. But until then I’m just trying to stay strong and be patient. Only 33 more days.
Chuck and I have hardly talked this past week and it’s starting to get to me /: we’ve talked on the phone 35 minutes total in the past week. It’s starting to get to me because even though he’s been busy this week he makes time to hang out with friends and has not made time to talk. Ugh I don’t want to fight with him but it can’t keep going on like this. I would not be upset at all if he was just busy and wasn’t spending so much time with his friends. Ahhh ),:
I booked my mans plane ticket! I can not wait to spend two weeks with him!! I’m sooooooo excited! If I have enough saved up I’ll be buying a ticket to go back to Alaska with him and stay there for two weeks. If all works out I’ll get to spend an entire month with him. Yes please!
This may sound silly but my favorite thing to do at night before I fall asleep is pretend that Chuck and I are together and were snuggled up under the covers. We will talk on the phone and even though when I’m going to sleep his night is just starting he we will talk like he’s laying right there. I keep my eyes closed the entire conversation. It makes me feel at ease and actually helps me fall asleep. Towards the end of the conversations were almost whispering then instead of saying goodbye he will say goodnight Kayla and kiss the phone. It is so sweet and helps me so much with being 3,680 miles away from the love of my life, my best friend, my soul mate