What do you do when you see your whole life starts to fall apart and there’s nothing you can do to stop it? l feel like everything I’ve ever known has suddenly become unfamiliar. It only makes it harder when no one knows your story and wouldn’t under stand what’s going on. I wish I could just take off for a few days to catch my breath and clear my head. I’m at my breaking point.

armywivesclub:

AWC Says:  It can never be said enough.  

I miss being kissed.

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Bella is all ready for our trip to Alaska! Although were not going until August lol

Another Sleepless Night

Being able to FaceTime with you tonight was amazing.  It made it feel like you were actually sitting next to me.  I miss you terribly.  It was so hard to keep myself together when we were talking.  It took everything in me not to break down.  Not because I am upset, just because I miss you so much.  Being on different timezones and both of us having extremely busy schedules makes it so hard for us to talk during the day. It makes me sad that we haven’t talked much lately.  You make it easier on me the nights when I’m already in bed and you have me close my eyes and talk to me like your laying right next to me.  It gives me butterflies.  I can’t believe how much it helps me fall asleep.  Just thinking about it puts a big smile on my face.  We should have tried to do that tonight, I have two hours before I have to get up and drive to class.  ):  If you were here I’d fall asleep within minutes of us laying down.  My head on your chest listening to your heartbeat with  your arms wrapped around me and our legs tangled together.  Thats what I want right now more than anything in the world.  I’m going to try laying down again and snuggle with our puppy and my bear <3 . You are now and will forever be my world.  I am so grateful you are mine.

xoxo

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misses-neal:

I can’t wait to give him all my love. Just to lay in his arms and kiss his lips and neck….

days like this

hippieinlovewithaussoldier:

make me wish i could just be held by him, his strong arms are all encompassing and solve my whole world. and feel his kiss against my hair, the shivers i get; that sensation of a completely whole and complete heart that almost feels like pain—a warm, rushing ache in my chest. not all unlike missing him with my whole heart, actually.

…i know what i’ll be dreaming about tonight.

This was a perfect day!

My whole world. Counting down the days!

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He is sooo unbelievably amazing. I can’t believe how lucky I am <3 

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"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."

I hope these next three months fly by. I can’t wait to go to Alaska to see my man!